Nice song ~

What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself

If I Turn my back I’m defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they’ll
Take from me ‘till everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer
by myself

How do you think I’ve lost so much
I'm so afraid that I'm out of touch
How do you expect... I will know what to do
When all I know Is what you tell me to

Don’t you know
I can’t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can’t seem to convince myself why
I’m stuck on the outside

linkin park-by myself

lincoln : feel the beat...

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Aku tidak sempurna sebagaimana yang mungkin kamu anggap,masa itu mematangkan kita,aku tahu sebab kamu mendiamkan diri,aku tidak memaksa,cuma jangan kau ungkap satu perkataan itu lagi buat kali ke-3 sakitnya yang amat sangat mengalahkan sakit aku jatuh motorsikal semalam akibat melanggar seekor lahanat yang bernama doggie...

Masa oh masa,jika itu yang kamu mahu,aku tunggu,dan aku tidak gantung kamu tanpa tali,sebaliknya ikatan itu masih menggangtung kita berdua bersama.pada aku begitu,harap kamu juga...jangan seksa diri sendiri akibat kesalahan orang lain,berfikirlah untuk kebaikan kamu.aku menurut dan menyokong kamu,aku tidak memerli,tetapi aku memang menyokong kamu.till then..

lincoln : it's never too late,never for me cause i'm waiting.