From yesterday : 30 seconds to mars

Alhamdulilah,demam dah semakin kebah,its a good news for me,but i got another news,and its bad one.i didn't manage to get into any government university.yah its bad,sure a bad one.one hit to the face.punch!stright to the nose. xD however i can cry,and i don't know why,no matter how hard i try to cry,cause i wanna let this sad and hard feeling go,but i cant,just cant...anybody,answer me please... =.='
still looking forward for studies but right now i don't know how.ok apa patut aku taip sekarang?hm rasa kurang enak dalam hati sudah dibicarakan.lagi...?apa lagi...?ha ada satu benda.tadi seronok berjalan sampai ke seri iskandar,ni ada satu persoalan dalam otak,kenapa dia di panggil seri iskandar?apa dulu ada 'hero' dekat tanah melayu nama seri iskandar ke dekat perak ni?kalau pang chin fei tu aku kenal.ahahaha.by the way,life isn't something about what we are thinking of it,thus,i believe in fate or should i say in fate that make by Him.yah i should.tak tahulah nak cakap macam mana,aku ni gila ke?tidak.tapi aku tidak merasa kehilangan sangat.ada rasa.tapi biasa saja,macam aku rasa bila aku tak dapat A dalam semua peperiksaan awam yang pernah aku lalui.ini masuk akalkan?its still make sense dose it?or am i going out of my sense?

 -a view from walkways,side of Syuen


this pitcure was taken from my walk down the town this evening,freshly capture about an hour ago.nice view ha?or its not?ahaha xD berdiri dekat tepi jalan tu tadi,tiba² ada angin yang menyapa.itu yang terberhenti seketika tu,lalu ku ambil gamba ini,tak tahu kenapa letak.ahaa just nak share apa yang aku rasa agaknya,tapi apa yang aku rasa?i don't know.again.hah?! 
adi aku rasa kau ni memang ada yang tak kena ni.apa kata kau pergi mandi?and maghrib :) Dia sentiasa mendengar...


numb lincoln _.._